As much as I hate to admit it, I'm an asshole. I've been acting like an asshole to all my friends, my girlfriend, just everybody in general. Why? I don't know. I've been depressed lately and I've been taking it out on the people I care about. I thought about it tonight and I've resolved to think before I act. I need to slow down and be nicer.

So to everybody to actually reads this (which is probably nobody XD). I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I've wronged you. Consider this my public apology, er well not public rather XP. I've gotta get of this rut so I can start being in better moods. So from now on I will try to be nicer to everybody, no more negative stuff.

This depression is just bringing me down. All I've got to keep sane anymore is my closest friends like Trafer, Schrouder, and Sac, because all my other friends have basically just stopped talking to me and I feel like I'm losing my closest friends and Jackie who I love more than anything.